Cycles of life
I've come to the conclusion that how I feel about life and myself probably owes more to hormones than the objective reality of actual events/situations.
Just a couple of weeks ago, I was feeling all happy and bright and cheery. Thinking: I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Things are going so well for me, can life get any better. And that was when I came to this realisation that my hopefulness and buoyance was probably due to some one time surge of happy-hormones than anything else. Among other things, at that time I still remembered being somewhat disheartened about the direction my life was taking not too long before that time. And also, I was so exceptionally happy and contented, that I realised it had to be an anomaly. Thus, I mentally prepared myself for the downswing that I anticipated.
The first waves of the downcycle have begun to hit I suspect.
Just a couple of weeks ago, I was feeling all happy and bright and cheery. Thinking: I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Things are going so well for me, can life get any better. And that was when I came to this realisation that my hopefulness and buoyance was probably due to some one time surge of happy-hormones than anything else. Among other things, at that time I still remembered being somewhat disheartened about the direction my life was taking not too long before that time. And also, I was so exceptionally happy and contented, that I realised it had to be an anomaly. Thus, I mentally prepared myself for the downswing that I anticipated.
The first waves of the downcycle have begun to hit I suspect.
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